Confusion

I know I know, it has been at least a week between my writings. I do apologize. LOL I am a full time student and work 40 hours a week. I have no social life because of that so trying to keep this updated daily is kinda hard. Not that there really is anyone reading it on a daily. I've taken the time, what little I have, to look at other blogs and they really don't get any comments posted. So I wonder do people read these or do they only read the good ones that get picked up by someone else's reader. ????? I will do better, because like I said in my first post. How can I get my creativity back if I don't do creative things.

Random Thinking

My blog title currently represents my life, from my perspective. I feel like nothing is every calm, or on track. There was a time when everything was serene, or at least I think it was. Ask me back then and I would've said different of course. Oh how I miss the days of innocence. The ones when life was fun and carefree. Somehow, somewhere I lost it. I don't know when and I definitely don't know where. There was a time, when I was creative, a time when ideas came to me almost every waking moment of the day. Guess that is what happens when you get older, it all disappears. No, that can't be true. There are many older than me who find happiness in the simplest of things; there are also those who hold the creative power of imagination within them till their last breath. What has happened to me? Have I chosen the wrong path in life? Have I sacrificed my creative self for the analytical professional self? I don't even know if what I've just typed even makes sense.